ting-tong

= poem! =

** Even if I don't do whats always best for me, **
= I've always been true to my heart. =

= poem... kinda. =

//**Why is everything falling apart? With my feet under it all.**// //**I know I'm in the very middle of making all my mistakes.**// //**I wish their was someone crying with me, or telling me its okay.**// //**But no-one would understand whats wrong, because I don't even understand.**// //**When I walked up stairs that day, I stopped.**// //**For a minute, I could feel my heart pounding deep in my chest.**// //**my head started to turn, and I felt like I was about to pass out.**//

//**people look at me like I'm from a different**// //**planet. I'm original, but people will never understand.**// //**I use to be in a place where I was known for who I am and not asked to change.**// //**sometimes I pray, just asking why.**// //**why did that make me cry?**// //**why does life have to be so mean?**// //**why did we brake up?**// //**But never failed to realize, everything happens for a reason.**// //**everything you do is a long, narrow road leading you to the future of your life.**// //**There's always hope, even when you can't see it.**//

//**sometimes you get so insecure and angry or sad that you do**// //**things you never thought you were capable of.**// //**when you realize what you did, your whole heart drops,**// //**your stomach gets hot and deep. and your mind turns blank.**// //**you start to hurt in ways you didn't know were possible.**// //**but you have to make sure you don't tell.**// //**because if you do, you will be looked down upon.**// //**they say.. I'm always here, then leave you in their dust.**// //**they say, its okay. but never try to fix it... or even ask whats wrong.**//

//**you get a soft whisper in you ear, it will never leave you alone.**// //**But its the soft whisper that is crying with you,**// //**and if you can see it or not, its making sure your okay.**// //**I hear it now, and it stops all pain.**// //**never think to loose hope.**// //**hope is never lost, just the people caught up in it are!**//